Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Viscious Cycle 1

Sleep increases healing. Lack of sleep causes skin to break down.
Breaking down of the skin causes greater pain, making it harder to sleep.
Lack of sleep for extended periods causes the body to not be able to sleep regularly.
Combination of lack of sleep and a skin problem that is always hurting causes discouragement and disillusionment.
Questions like "Will i ever recover?" and, "Will the world recognize people despite their shortcomings?" causes people to stop fighting to recover.
3 viscious cycles all interlinked that reinforce each other... till you are totally broken down physically, emotionally and spiritually.
I've been there 3 years ago. Many have lost the will to recover.
Now i still fight to break these cycles.
David said in Psalm 27: "I would have despaired unless i have believed I'd see His glory in the land of the living."
I don't know how, I don't know when. But I do know what the fact that history records that Jesus died for my sins, makes me believe in the impossible.
The impossible will to fight the impossible fight.
Thank you for joining me in my struggles.
I love you very much.
We'll walk this land together.
And sing of God's grace together.

Ken

4 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Ken,you have taught me to believe that God will somehow come through, even when all the lights go out. i will stand and believe with you. praying for ya, bro.
Hannah

4:50 AM  
Blogger smallie said...

Hi Ken,
God loves you so much, and that was something that you reminded me a lot whenever I needed encouragement...He loves you for who you are, no matter what you are...He loves you just as you are...
"I'm Your beloved, Your creation, and You love me as I am, have called me chosen, for Your kingdom, unashamed to call me Your own, I'm Your beloved"
God has loved you with an everlasting love....
I'm still thinking about you and praying for you....
When can we hang out again? =) Call me yah? Take care...SLEEP MORE OVER THE WEEKEND!!!! =)

9:13 AM  
Blogger Ken 4em da Quelle said...

OKIE! More sleep... more sleep... yes ma'am... ack, this sunday i'm playing for worship team again... that means no sleep over the weekend!!!

2:38 AM  
Blogger Ken 4em da Quelle said...

Thks Hannah, i'm with you in prayer as well. Though you are beaten and misunderstood, the light that God put in you is still very apparent and even if you can't feel it, or others don't think so, it won't run out... because it's based on God's grace and not any works of our own...
Your restoration IS working now.
Ken
Locust have eaten no more...

3:29 AM  

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