Operation NJ RockX - Sadness Part II (iSoLaTioN)

Everyday I come back to school, wish I was cool,
But I know I can’t be that too.[1]
Cause I’m wrecked with pain, my skin’s inflamed
I’m ashamed of the blood that’s leaving my veins [2]
But I remember all the things you said,
paid my debts, said I had a future ahead [3]
But if that’s true, God, why I do wish I was dead?
My souls heavy like I’m chained with lead [4]
That’s what I said, that’s what I said
God, why you make me so swollen and red? [5]

I come to assembly with sores bloody and open
No one even cares about the burdens I’m holdin’ [6]
Every minute, every second, pain beckons, and I can’t reckon
Who could answer my questions? The echo rings, I sing [7]
mahjulah and there are flies around me
A dog’s licking my wounds, but I don’t make a sound see [8]
My hearts crying out, but I’m too torn and tired
All I want to do is escape this satire [9]
I perspire, aaa, my skin stings again
Where are my friends? Guess I’m alone again? [10]

So I, pop all my pills, feel sleepy inside
Ignoring hurts and pains, for no reason despite [11]
I’m waking up cold and in fright, it’s now 4am,
but I thought it was midnight [12]
So when will you when will you make things right?
Let the pain subside, I confide in you like [13]
A Father Figure, rush like a river, arms open wide
Makes my souls shiver, two worlds collide inside [14]
Between fears that sink where I need to be at
Need you here, at the brink of dawn and I can see that [15]
You’ll help me through the dark that seems forever,
Let the hope take me pass the never-ever land, where a [16]
Refuge exists, to lay my head
And I see hope in the future ahead instead. [17]
and i see hope in the future ahead
Colorful rainbows painted crimson Grace Red [18]
instead.
i'd be Free.