Operation NJC RockX (Post Mortem)

I'm drained. But not wasted. (Download a clip here: http://www.djclart.com/vids/ken6.wmv) (BTW: DJ Clarts is cool.)
This is to thank everybody, every soul who made this even possible.
Everything i was made off. Everything i was made to be. Every experience that permeates richly between the grace of God and the mistakes i made, or mistakes done to me... everything was expressed on that day.
Passion Pursuit Day.
What is Passion?
It's NOT a hobby. A hobby has NOTHING on passion. Compared to the richness of Christs' experience personified, a simile, a metaphor is the closest it makes it. Peer into the looking glass, focus in and push away the pervasive distractions...
You don't need to.
In fact, the original meaning of 'passion' was the passion of Christ. The event where Jesus willingly went to the cross to die. This originated the definition of Passion, any other definition is a cheap imitation. For who? Us. You and Me. The extremity of it all is awesome to behold.
Christs' passion is more obvious than when Galileo partially blinded himself looking into the sun. Like a bright flourescent light blazing in a city where everyone cowering over some cheap neon source. Depth of joy overlooking a forgotten morose. A real burning flame, over a children's sketch book picture of one.
It's about believing in something, and doing it as much as your soul is alive.
"If you haven't found worth dying for, you haven't really lived" does Rebecca St James in her song.
Christ died for me. That means He lived for me? Every breath he endured on this fallen rhapsody called earth, was breathed for me.
Love will never have the same meaning, for those who understood what Jesus did, ever again. You see, Jesus was the most blameless person and He CHOSE to sacrifice for us, even when firstly, we didn't deserve it, and secondly, never cared about it either.

Romans 5:
6You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly. 7Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, though for a good man someone might possibly dare to die. 8But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

Passion? This is true passion. To give so much. Jesus gave up heaven, to come to earth to be with us, show that He understood and loved us till death. And when the time came for His death, He could have prevented it from happening:

Matthew 26:53
Do you think I cannot call on my Father, and he will at once put at my disposal more than twelve legions of angels?

But no, He struggled. Till his sweat was like drops of blood. He died the ultimate death. Excruciating pain. Dishonorable, shameful death on the cross to be spat on. And, the worse, to be ignored by God the Father because at that moment, He carried the sins of the whole world (you and me included) past present and future; and the God of justice had to turn away. Till Jesus cried out:

Matthew 27:46
About the ninth hour Jesus cried out in a loud voice, "Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani?"—which means, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"

Why Jesus? Why did you have to suffer so unearthly?
So that God could forgive my sin.

Hebrews 9:
26Then Christ would have had to suffer many times since the creation of the world. But now he has appeared once for all at the end of the ages to do away with sin by the sacrifice of himself. 27Just as man is destined to die once, and after that to face judgment, 28so Christ was sacrificed once to take away the sins of many people; and he will appear a second time, not to bear sin, but to bring salvation to those who are waiting for him.

So that now, because of Jesus' sacrifice on the cross, His blood was shed for me, my penalty has all been paid, and I can now bask in the living graces of God's presense... that upholds me.
Guiding me.
Surprising me.
This is what true passion is about.
Some students ask me, why bother putting so much effort, time and detail into the Passion Pursuit day concert; or even in all the lectures i do?
Simple, it's Passion
and the definition of Passion is the example of Jesus.
No matter how sick i become, or how lonely it can be, or how the world can misunderstand you.
Jesus went through it first, and went through an unimaginably times worse - for me.
For me.
The world may frown on me, but GRACE carries me through:

1 Cor 15:
10But by the grace of God I am what I am, and his grace to me was not without effect. No, I worked harder than all of them—yet not I, but the grace of God that was with me.

Grace can make you do the impossible.
IT can make you forgive the unforgivable.
IT can make you fly on wings like eagles.
IT can take you from height to height, higher and higher.
IT can make you do the impossible.
IT can make you free of worldly expectations.
IT can make the weak say 'I am strong'
IT can make the poor say 'I am rich'

because of what the Lord has done...
to have the passion to love and die for us.

That's what the Mr Koh SHOW was all about. It wasn't about performing. It's about pulling out all the stops and giving of yourself what God gave you, despite having 101 problems. To all students of NJC who sat in, i hope you went away with that. If you did, then i'm happy. Very happy.
I can only hope to be a passion to my friends, and kids too.
All those who came together for Passion Pursuit. I love you more than words can say.

Ken Y
Ling
Ruth
JJ
Jacq
Gab
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Love
Ken

PS: Below are two poems i read. These are my life. But it doesn't end there. I've always reasons to smile. Jesus is the reason.